me.
im not good at eye contact.
in fact i suck at it.
i find it hard to let people look in my eyes.
cause then they see my soul. and my heart.
im not always willing and ready to let
anyone peek inside.
so its better if i blink a lot. or look another way.
that way i dont let you in too far.

i would rather write.
its like a safeguard.
where i can use my words discreetly and maturationally (thats for mandy)
and get enough out there to let you know what
i might be feeling but still hideaway.
my words let me express things.
that i want to.
but my eyes are the windows to my soul.
and not just anyone can look in.

so.
through my words.
through my fingers as i type.
through the ink as i write.

i bare some part of me.
just enough.
im not sure if im ready to let you in.

but one day.
youll find out.