warm weather.
sunshine.
bright light.
dry ground.

this yucky weather is making
me feel yucky.
im going home to take a nap.
to sleep this junk off.
pray for me to recover quickly.
i have PLENTY of work to do.

so long to:

warm weather.
sunshine.
bright light.
dry ground.

im 26 years old.
ive never been married.
ive never been engaged. and
i just realized who i am.

i just realized my full worth.
i just realized that He loves me despite, well…me.
i just realized that my intimacy should be out of this world with Him.
i just realized that I could be intimate with Him.
i just realized that I can be happy daily. despite of my circumstances.

but i also realized that she is who i long to be.
the one who is known for her servant heart.
the one known for being up from dawn to dusk.
the one who makes her husband known.
the one who is virtuous.
the one who is worth more than rubies.
the one who treats her husband with good and
the one whose husband trusts her.completely.
the one who provides for her family.
the one who girds herself with strength and
the one who finds the best deal in town …[im great at that].
the one who is prepared at all times.
the one who is honored.
the one who is kind.
the one whose children call her blessed.
the one whose husband praises her.
the one who fears the lord.

so i think i have a lot to work on to be…
that girl.

but dont worry….its not an impossible task.

im on my way.