1. i am so excited about what God is doing in my life. i am trying to make sure i am obedient and follow His wisdom. i pray that He continues to show me and use me. I am looking for the day to be completely free!
2. my birthday is thursday and it is not exciting for me. i would rather skip it this year, thank you very much. i will be glad to let someone else take that day.
3. i finally got zack his birthday present and if i don’t get voted “best girlfriend of the year”, i do believe i might be wounded and offended…which will in turn show my lack of maturity.
4. i met a lady who is like having a big sister and already feel kindred spirits with her. she is funny, wise and is hungry for realness. i admire her joy despite her adversity…i am not sure if i could do what she is doing while dealing with what she is dealing with.
5. pastor timothy continues to amaze me and choke me with his meat he continues to feed us on woundedness. i don’t understand why people don’t wanna deal with their wounds and live freely. what happened to the transparency of God’s chosen? we must be real to reach real people. i laugh, i cry, i wonder, i write…all of this while i soak in the wisdom that God has imparted the PT…then God downloads more into me as additions. you need to listen to some of his messages. read his blogs. his encounters and experiences with the Most High have prepared him for what he is doing. he is my spiritual father and i know he loves me.
6. i am so glad i got my eyebrows waxed today.
7. i am tired of dealing with immature, easily offeneded people. i love you, but grow up.
8. i urge you to go to the call in dc on 08.16.08. its a day of prayer, fasting and worship for our nation and we desperately need all of that. it is so imperative that we go and take a stand. its for the future of our children and grandchildren. im going so that next generation can experience more than a double portion of what i will and am experiencing.
9. im tired of movies at the theater being crude and stupid. can we make a decent film without damning the Most High and using the “f” bomb?
10. i return to a new classroom, new grade and new curriculum in less than a month. im a little nervous.
11. i wanna start sending cards out on people’s birthdays and anniversaries. i think it is great to connect with people with cards. i am starting today by writing it in a calendar.
12. mark 1 is a great analogy about ufc. hidden and secluded, but people keep coming.
13. i am growing more confident in my Jesus skills…as in, i listen better, i rely on Him more and i speak what He tells me to speak. and i am not intimidated. perfect love casts out all fear.
14. house hunting continues…pray that the Lord shows me exactly what to do and where to do it at. i am excited about having a home. and the fact it possibly will be brand spankin’ new.
15. i had a conversation with a girl named te’ at church and we connected on an even greater level. i cannot wait to spend more time with her.
16. zack and i started a guest list and we are up to 226. be aware, we are not feeding you dinner. just fyi.
17. i have a TON of laundry to do. seriously. its overwhelming.
18. zack and i are working on our relationship…not that its bad by any means, but we agreed that there is always room for improvement.
19. i may have to cut back my texting plan in order to help with bills at my new crib. this could be detrimental to my health.
20. Jesus Christ keeps me living, moving and breathing. i owe Him my everything and He owes me nothing. He is awesome and loving. i cannot contemplate life without Him. He is changing me day after day…it may be slowly, but there is change happening. i will be free from generational curses, wounds, junk, built up walls and religion. i will be the image of Him, i will catch Him.